Nwapa One is Enough

1. Auflage 2020
ISBN: 978-1-0983-2384-4
Verlag: BookBaby
Format: EPUB
Kopierschutz: Adobe DRM (»Systemvoraussetzungen)

E-Book, Englisch, 244 Seiten

This is the powerful and compelling story of a woman's struggle to find an independent and fulfilling life on her own. After six years of happy, though childless, marriage, Amaka, at thirty, is shattered to discover that her husband plans to take another wife-- a woman who has already borne him two sons in secret. She makes a brave decision. Rather than stay in the comfort and security of her marital home, she will go to lagos and try to make a fresh start in life. In order to become a successful and wealthy businesswoman, Amaka finds she has to use methods as corrupt as the society in which she finds herself. Then she become involved with a catholic priest... Finally, Amaka has to decide whether she has the strength to continue alone, in the face of criticism from her family and respectability, or should she decide that 'one is enough'?

Autoren/Hrsg.

Nwapa, Flora

Leseproben

Chapter 1 It was six in the morning when Amaka knocked at the door of her mother-in-law’s room. She asked Amaka to come in as if she’d been expecting her. Amaka was not sure what her offence was but her mother-in-law had been so rude to her the night before that she’d been unable to sleep. So, at six in the morning, she had decided to apologise to her mother-in-law, for what she did not quite know. ‘Mother, forgive me,’ she heard herself saying. ‘It will not happen again. I should not have replied to what you said. I am very sorry, Mother. Please, don’t throw me away, Mother.’ That expression ‘don’t throw me away’ was not the expression of her people. She would have said ‘reject’, but she did not want to use that word, it was too painful. Throw away was better. But Amaka was not the type to be rejected or even, as she said, to be thrown away. She had made her mark in business. She was a woman to be reckoned with. Why should she be pleading in this way, and humiliating herself this morning? But she wanted peace. And, besides, she wanted to remain married to her husband, who was a loving husband. Amaka had always wanted to be married. She envied married people, and when at last Obiora decided to marry her, she was on top of the world. She was going to show everybody that a woman’s ambition was marriage, a home that she could call her own, a man she would love and cherish, and children to crown the marriage. Although things had not worked out as she had hoped, she was desperately anxious to preserve her marriage. There was a knock at the door, and her husband came in and sat on the bed. Did he know she was there? Amaka had not told him that she was coming to see his mother. Why was he there? Did he always visit his mother in the early hours of the morning and she did not know? ‘What is she saying to you?’ Obiora asked, and the question hit Amaka in the face. It was as if a heavy blow had landed on her forehead. Was that her husband talking or a stranger? That was not her husband’s voice, the husband who never in their six years of marriage had said an unkind word to her. ‘What are you saying to my mother?’ He directed the question, this time, to Amaka. ‘I was asking her to forgive me, not to throw me away,’ Amaka heard herself saying. ‘What have you done?’ he asked. There was silence. That was it, that was the crux of the matter — what had she done? ‘You see, I don’t understand this nonsense. I just do not understand why…’ ‘Will you shut up and let your wife talk!’ shouted Obiora’s mother. ‘She has come to see me. Allow her to say what she has come to say. Who asked you to come here anyway? Please remove yourself from my room. Now, my son’s wife, tell me why you have come to see me this morning. Just sit down there,’ and she felt the side of the bed and motioned her to sit down. ‘Don’t kneel any more, get up and sit here.’ Obiora left the room and the two women were alone. Amaka swallowed hard. She had planned what she wanted to say before she came in, now she was at a loss as to what to say next. And she was tired, she couldn’t help yawning. Her mother-in-law moved from the bed, and encouraged her to go on. ‘Go on and tell me, why are you yawning this early morning? Didn’t you have a good sleep?’ ‘I slept badly, Mother.’ ‘So did I. I have been sleeping badly for the past year. Don’t you see how thin I am? Was I as thin as this when you married my son six years ago? So don‘t complain of sleeping badly for just one night. Now go on and say why you are here.’ ‘Oh, my God!’ exclaimed Amaka. ‘It’s getting more and more difficult. Mother,’ she finally went on. ‘You have known my plight. It’s not my fault and…’ ‘It’s my son’s fault then,’ the mother said. ‘I didn’t say it was your son’s fault either. It is fate. Fate is playing tricks on me. Fate is unkind to me.’ ‘And so my son should suffer, should continue to suffer because of your ill-luck, because of your stubbornness, because of your stupidity, because of your…’ ‘I am not saying so. I merely…’ ‘Merely saying what?’ she asked with a kind of contempt that was like a stab in Amaka’s heart. ‘All I am saying is that you should give me time. I have another place to go. The place was recommended by a friend of mine who has recently returned from overseas. We shall go next week. I hear that the doctor never fails. He has been highly recommended by this friend of mine. I understand that his father was a great native gynaecologist. ‘This doctor was interested in his father’s profession and therefore read medicine in Russia, so as to complement the medicine he learnt from his own father with that of the white people. So, next week we shall go to Benin. The doctor is from there. That’s what I have come to tell you. Please bear with me and all will be well.’ When she finished, there was no response from the older woman. Amaka was surprised at herself. That was not what she had come to say to her mother-in-law. There was in fact no such doctor that she knew. What was happening to her? Why did this kind of story come to her at this crucial time? Was she begging for time? She had been told by many gynaecologists that there was no likelihood of her ever becoming pregnant. There was something wrong with her tubes. She had asked sensible and intelligent questions, and received almost identical answers from the medical men she had visited. Inside her, there was this faith, this blind faith that all the gynaecologists she had seen were wrong, and that she, in God’s good time, would have a baby, no, babies. This feeling, this faith, never left her. She kept saying to herself over and over again in moments of emotional instability, ‘I will have babies. The doctors are all wrong. I will have babies, boys and girls.’ She saw babies in her dreams. She was given both baby boys and baby girls in her dreams by unknown people. She did not reject them. She took them, cleaned them and put them in babycots to sleep. She would then wake up to find that it was a dream. She would weep, her husband would hear her weeping, come to her room and wipe her tears and tell her that as she believed and had faith that they would be blessed with children, so did he too believe. Then she would feel better. However, things had begun to change a few months back when there was still no sign of pregnancy. Her husband became short-tempered, and almost inattentive. He began to undergo a change, and Amaka noticed it all, but chose not to discuss it, saying that if she was pregnant, everything would be back to normal. Amaka went on with her business in Onitsha, supplying timber, sand and food. She was a contractor, one of the numerous female contractors who had sprung up during and at the end of the war. Before the war, she had been a teacher. At the end of the war, because she took part in the ‘attack trade’, she rediscovered herself. She was amazed at what she was able to do and to accomplish. She and other women went right behind the enemy lines and bought from the enemy who were killing their people. There was nothing else they could do. They had to eat and have other bare necessities like toilet soap, toilet rolls, cigarettes and all the other things which Biafra could ill afford during the war. She made money, but had no child, and her husband had been patient these six years. Was she going to behave like other women, and deceive her husband? Tell him that she was pregnant, then after a reasonable amount of time say that she had miscarried? Was she going to do that? She could fool her husband, but not her mother-in-law. The old woman was determined. She used to be friendly, now she was not. What had she in her mind? What was her plan? Was there a girl somewhere for her husband? Amaka even asked her husband to go anywhere and have a baby but he did not welcome the idea. Perhaps his mother had convinced him to look elsewhere. When Obiora’s mother began to talk, Amaka could not believe her ears. ‘My son’s wife, you are a liar. You are a miserable and poor liar. I am sorry for you. Now listen to me carefully for I have had enough of your nonsense for a long time. Why are you apologising to me? I don’t need any apology. You think you are clever. I am cleverer than you are and all your friends who come here, eat my son’s food and talk ill of him behind his back. ‘And you, with your ilk talk of my son, my lovely son, my good son who saved you from shame and from humiliation. How many suitors had you before my son came to marry you? I told him not to marry you. I shouted it from the rooftops. I told Obiora not to marry you, that you were going to be barren. But he would not listen to me. I begged my two daughters, and even my young son, to beg Obiora not to marry you, but he refused all my entreaties. He disobeyed me and he married you.’ Shocked and confused, Amaka’s mind raced to her very first suitor, Obi. He was a very nice man and had come from a very good home. Amaka’s mother was fond of him and encouraged the relationship....