Hoffmann Was it love

Unbridled Desire - told by Noah
1. Auflage 2023
ISBN: 978-3-7578-6993-9
Verlag: BoD - Books on Demand
Format: EPUB
Kopierschutz: 6 - ePub Watermark

E-Book, Englisch, Band 1, 324 Seiten

Reihe: Was it Love

Oh, when you're so alone in life in the world, so completely without female contact and what else you can expect from a lovely woman, you start to fantasize. To put together a woman in a dream as one imagines being happy with her. Yes, I've just turned thirty-five and have already been married. My feelings and my internal clock tell me if I don't start looking for women now, many different ones, not only in terms of appearance but also in terms of character, and I test and try each one out, until I suddenly notice in a woman because my heart is screaming and my mind is totally floating, that's her! If I don't have the courage to do so, life will pass me by without me experiencing anything. How is she supposed to know I'm waiting for her?

I was born in Düsseldorf while passing through in 1957 and then lived my life in Frankfurt and many other places after I passed my Abitur. Then followed my law studies at the WWU in Münster and today, after so many years of life, I finally have time to put my thoughts down on paper...

Autoren/Hrsg.

Hoffmann, Hartmut

Leseproben

Was it love?
Dreams, more and more dreams that contain fantasies that you wish for and that life has denied you, until now! It took more than thirty-five years, you have developed and matured, but inside the one fantasy lives on that takes more and more possession of you and makes you really aware that the train of time flies by at breakneck speed and when If you don't jump up now, it's too late. The only thing left is your imagination!!! It's becoming more and more conscious to me and damn it, it's now or never, you can turn the tide and still create everything you imagine in your imagination, make the hottest dreams, wishes and fantasies come true, you can do it, gather all your courage and start a life that is connected to your imagination and experience whether your imagination really gives you what it has led you to believe in many, infinitely many dreams. I've been married, in a relationship and now single, but I've never gotten what I wanted, or rather what I wanted to try to see if my imagination was really giving me what it promised. Yes, that should be my goal now, to experience my fantasy in reality, a fantasy where many people say, oh no for heaven's sake, but who knows how many would also think that and wish to experience it too, but the People often only do what the current of life dictates and to swim against the current and even if it's just a little bit, no, that's not possible. Yes, these constraints have also made it possible for me to withhold my fantasy for so long and only after so many experiences have I finally found the courage to experience my fantasy. I change everything now! In my mind I've often played through how it could be, what I would like to do and with whom. Oh yes, I've dreamed it through with a lot of women, with women I noticed in everyday life, or also from the television and each one triggered something different in my mind. It was always very, very exciting when I fell asleep with my thoughts, but when I had experienced everything in my thoughts with the woman a few times in a dream, then the tension was gone and I looked for a new dream partner. Will that also be the case in reality? Like a player who wants to experience the main prize and then the game becomes uninteresting for him, or does the woman who triggers these feelings in me never let go of me? Questions that I could only find out and then answer through real experience, that's what makes it so exciting. And already the problems begin, how am I supposed to find a female who also has dreams like this and then still has the courage to experience them with me. There are so many things that you have to take into account. The night of loneliness is over and the idea has grown, try making an ad, but who will read all this and who will get in touch and where should I meet and how should I explain my dreams to her, will she laugh at me, look stupid and disappear right away? Oh man it's complicated. I have no problem with such decisions at work, I have to make decisions there every day, but when my heart comes into play, it's like crazy, doubts keep popping up. I always think if it's right, if you do something good for the woman, or maybe hurt her heart. I just want to do everything right and that makes me spin on the spot and I can't decide. It's darn hard when you want to work with your heart. But nothing works without a heart, right? No, all people are different and I've often thought that those who don't have a heart live better, no not better, just often much easier and less complicated. But I'm one of those people who can't turn off their heart and, to be honest, don't want to either, because it's just more fun with a heart, even if it often causes problems. But the time when the heart takes over, that's the time it's worth having a heart and feeling and feeling it. Unfortunately, these moments in my life have come too short, very much too short, better said, almost never appeared, only always in my dreams, there the feelings have gathered and offered the solution for the feeling, but it is not enough, it must now finally happen in reality. Newspaper or Internet? Would it be better to put the ad... no, but how should I write it? I'm looking for ... or I wish ... or do you want to experience something ... should I write my dreams? Yes, then the woman who reads it can already get used to what I want, or is that too early, or will she get in touch then...? Man oh meter it's difficult, it's just an advertisement text. Read more on the internet and everywhere, a newspaper is too limited and if she comes from further away, then no problem, she can live with me and ohhh ... has that fallen into place again? Maybe I should have the ad written, no, that's not my style, I have to do it myself. Man, I can do that. So an advertisement on the Internet, kept light and very open. He is looking for you to experience hot erotic games where there are almost no limits and where we can both try everything, everything can, nothing has to! If you are interested and are between 25 and 35 years old, then get in touch with me! Oh, where am I supposed to place this ad? No, I think it's better I sign up on some dating site. But which one, a normal one, where people want to get to know each other in order to stay together for life. No, I think that would be the wrong one, because I don't want to find a partner for life, but a female being who wants to experience my dreams with me, maybe they are hers too, or I can arouse interests when I talk to her, which she didn't know per se, but she has to be flexible to want that. Yes, if the very best optimal case were to occur, you would find a life together and feel and try everything together forever and enjoy together until the end of our days. Never wake up alone again, never again dream something that you can't tell another person, but you would merge into one unit and enjoy life. Yes, who wouldn't want that and who would want to experience that with me, yes, if you could find such a female part, oh ...! Well, with my dreams, it would probably be better if I registered with an infidelity portal, because the women who register there are definitely open-minded, because they already have the courage to want to do something that not every woman would dare to do. Yes, exactly, that's the right place. The die has been cast and I want to register. How about my profile: Grey-haired thirty-five, studying and now the desire to study life with you, i.e. to try everything from A - Z, everything that can be experienced together and where the goal is to let the feelings of the heart rise to seventh heaven and maybe also much higher, but we will see! What do you think about that, do you want to experience the fireworks of emotions with me, maybe for just an hour, or even a day, a week, a month, or even ... well, from your point of view, is it worth a try, then email me me and I will definitely get in touch and try to win you over so that we can start the emotional fireworks. Oh, I could still work on it for hours, but I think the display says it all. I register and oh it won't be activated for another hour. I'm excited to see if a woman will even get in touch. Yes, definitely, but the tension is there. I sit in front of the PC and wait for the activation and then for the first mail. A new chapter in my life has begun! Pure excitement!!! How will it be? There's a ping, an email in my inbox... Hello strange lonely man, how about the two of us, get in touch with me! ... Hooray! My first mail, but somehow I expected something different. It sounds so totally professional and so cool. Well, it doesn't matter. Carefully send a reply email. Hello foreign woman, do you think something could happen between the two of us? What were you thinking about when you read my email? Hello stranger, I'm Chantal and I'll fulfill all your wishes, you'll like it, what do you want me to do with you? That's exactly it, I thought to myself, behind this mail there is a professional, but that's exactly what I don't want. I've never been to a brothel or anything like that in my life. I think it belongs, no matter what the wishes are, or the desire is, always have the heart to do it. More or less, but I can't do without it, an emotional world that triggers my heart must always resonate with something. So I have to email her this, very carefully. Hello, thank you for your interest Chantal, but I have the feeling that we can't experience something together, unfortunately that's not possible from my side. Don't be angry and thank you for reporting to my ad. All the best!!! Ping - Oh, something landed in my inbox again. It's really great in itself, you're sitting at home on the PC and e-mails keep coming in, yes, the technology! times open. Hello, I'm your princess for all wishes and dreams, get in touch and we'll chat. Hello princess, thanks for your mail, but I don't think we will be able to have any fun together. Much luck. It's just these weird emails that are funny? I'm not looking for a professional. The emails somehow all sound the same and so cold, nothing comes across other than the feeling that she says the price right away. No, I want something with heart. Did I register wrongly here, I thought there were people like you and me. Ping - Well, what kind of email is that again, am I in the right place, right? I read your ad and almost saw myself in it. I also have a lot of dreams but you can't experience them alone. What are you dreaming about? Man oh man this mail is somehow different, more emotional when you try to read between the lines, let's see who is behind it? Maybe also a lonely being with dreams and maybe even with similar dreams, so email me...