Gaudé Hell's Gate

1. Auflage 2025
ISBN: 978-1-80533-414-9
Verlag: Pushkin Press
Format: EPUB
Kopierschutz: 6 - ePub Watermark

E-Book, Englisch, 192 Seiten

When his son is killed by gangsters' crossfire on his way to school, Neapolitan taxi driver Matteo is consumed by despair.But just when he feels life has lost all meaning, he encounters a man who claims the living can find ways into the afterlife. And legend says that there's an entrance to the underworld beneath Naples. What if Matteo had a chance of bringing Pippo back from the dead?

Born in 1972, Laurent Gaud. is one of France's most highly respected playwrights and novelists. He has won many prizesincluding the Goncourt in 2004 for The Scortas' Sun, published in 34 countries.

Autoren/Hrsg.

Gaudé, Laurent

Weitere Mitwirkende

Aitken, Jane

Boyce, Emily

Leseproben

I

The Dead Rise Again

(August 2002)

For a long time, I called myself Filippo Scalfaro. Today I am taking my name back and saying it in full: Filippo Scalfaro De Nittis. When the sun came up this morning, I became older than my father. I stand at the kitchen window, waiting for the coffee to finish brewing. I have a stomach ache. No surprise – I have a long, hard day ahead of me. I’ve made myself an especially bitter coffee to keep me going – I’ll be needing it. Just as the coffee pot starts to whistle on the stove, a plane takes off from Capodichino airport and the air begins to hum. I watch the plane’s flat metal stomach rising up over the rooftops and I wonder what would happen if it dropped out of the sky onto the thousands of people below it – but it keeps soaring upwards, pulling free of its own weight. I turn off the heat on the stove and splash my face with water. My father. I’m thinking of him. This is his day. My father – whose face I can barely picture. The sound of his voice has gone completely. Sometimes I think I remember things he used to say – but whether he really said them or I’ve just made them up after all these years to fill the gap he left, I don’t know. The only way I can really get close to him is by looking at myself in the mirror. There must be something of him there, in the shape of my eyes or the line of my cheekbones. From this day, when I look in the mirror I’ll see the face he would have had if he’d had the chance to grow old. I carry my father within me. This morning, at the first light of dawn, I felt him climb onto my shoulders like a child. He’s counting on me now. Today’s the day it will all happen. I’ve been working towards this for so long.

I sip my coffee slowly as the steam rises off it. I’m not afraid. I’ve already been to hell – what could possibly be scarier than that? All I have to ward off are my own nightmares. At night, the blood-curdling cries and groans of pain come flooding back. I smell the nauseating stench of sulphur. The forest of souls surrounds me. At night, I become a child again, begging the world not to swallow me up. I tremble from head to toe and I call out to my father. I scream, choke back tears, cry. Other people might call them nightmares, but they’re wrong. If these were only dreams or visions, I’d have no reason to be afraid. But I know that what I see is real – I’ve been there. Nothing else frightens me. As long as I’m awake, I fear nothing.

The walls have stopped shaking from the roar of the jet engines. The only trace left in the sky is a long cotton-wool trail. I was planning to shave this morning, make a fresh start, but maybe I won’t bother. No, wait, I must. I want to look as boyish as possible tonight. If there’s a chance he might recognise me, I want to make sure he does. The water running into the sink is dirty, yellowish. My time is coming. I’ll have my father with me. I’ve planned my revenge. I’m ready. Let the blood flow tonight. It feels right. I pull on a shirt to spare myself the sight of my skinny body. Naples is slowly waking up. Only slaves get up this early. I know this time of day well, when the ghosts loitering around the central station look for somewhere to hide their cardboard boxes.

I’ll head into the city centre. I won’t let my face give anything away. I’ll go into the restaurant through the service entrance as I have done every morning for the past two years. Ristorante Da Bersagliera. Via Partenope will be empty – no taxis, no Vespas. Boats will bob on the water at Santa Lucia. The grand seafront hotels will seem as quiet and still as majestic sleeping elephants. I’ll get on with my shift and not let anything show until tonight. The coffee I made myself just now will see me through. I make coffee like nobody else. That’s why, every evening at seven o’clock, I’m allowed to come out into the restaurant. I leave the washing up and trays of dirty water behind and take my place by the espresso machine. It’s all I do. I don’t take orders or carry any dishes. Most of the customers don’t even see me. I make the coffees. But I’ve made a name for myself in Naples. Some people have even started coming especially because of me. I’ll be in the restaurant this evening as usual, smiling away until it’s time to take my revenge.

I head out of the door of my apartment. I won’t be coming back. I take nothing with me. All I need are the car keys. I feel strong. I’ve come back from the dead. I have memories of hell and fears of the world ending. Today, I’ll be reborn. My time has come. I close the door behind me. It’s sunny outside. The planes will go on shaking the walls of Secondigliano. They all take off towards the sea, skimming over the buildings. I’m going to take my place at Da Bersagliera and wait for nightfall. I hope he’ll be there. I’m not worried. My stomach isn’t aching any more. I walk quickly. My father is with me now. Today is the day I take my name back and I say it once more in full: Filippo Scalfaro De Nittis.

Stay calm. Look bland and unremarkable. Nothing about the way I move or the expression on my face must give me away, no nervous twitching or sweating. I keep glancing at him out of the corner of my eye, but I can’t stare straight at him as I wish I could. I knew he’d come. He’s like clockwork – every Thursday night, he’s here. Sometimes he brings a girl with him and she’ll spend the night either laughing idiotically or pouting like an actress. Sometimes he eats alone, rushing to pay his bill and get back to the hotel where the girls are waiting for him. Tonight he’s on his own. I saw him stride in the way he always does, as if he owns the place, knowing the staff will drop everything to serve him. He holds his arms out for them to take his coat and waits for a chair to be pulled out for him. He laps up the stares from the customers at nearby tables who wonder what he’s done to deserve this five-star treatment when nothing about the way he looks, dresses or acts suggests he’s anything special. He likes to be waited on.

My patience has paid off. I stayed in the kitchen for ages, hoping the boss would eventually put me on coffee duty. Time dragged on. I seemed to be constantly scrubbing the same plate, taking the same dishes out of the dishwasher. But when the first sitting moved on to dessert, I heard the boss barking at me to come out into the restaurant. I dried my hands on a cloth and told myself to seize the moment and make it go my way. I pulled off my white apron and took my place in front of the coffee machine.

The two American women on table 8 want cappuccinos with their pasta. The waiter has just passed on their order, sniffing at the sacrilege of it. I make the coffees as slowly as possible to give myself time to watch him. The noise of conversation rises, voices booming under the glass roof. The general havoc keeps my mind occupied. Waiters zip in and out of the kitchen, their footsteps gliding across the tiled floor. They hurry past without a glance in my direction, occasionally giving me an instruction through gritted teeth. Coffee on 7. I look down at my hands to check if they’re shaking, but my body’s calm. I must be paler than usual, but who’s going to notice? The stomach pains are back, that’s all, like distant twinges, reminders of a blow I was dealt a long time ago, a blow from which I’ve never recovered. The boss is coming over. Slowly. He says table 18 wants a word. I look up. It’s the ingegnere on 18. I know what I have to do. The ingegnere is a regular. He’s just finished his meal and wants to put my skills to the test. I go over to his table. He smiles at me. He says he’s had a good meal and now he’d like a little coffee, but a proper one, none of this chlorinated decaffeinated stuff; he says he needs a good night’s sleep, but can’t stand the taste of decaf. He asks if I can do that for him. I nod. He gives me a wink. I can do anything, and he knows it. I go back to the machine. I’m the king of coffee. That’s why I work here. A loser like me could never land a job like this otherwise. Nobody in Naples can claim to make better coffee than me. I get it from my father. Not my first father; the other one: Garibaldo Scalfaro. He got it from his uncle before him. Whatever you want, however you’re feeling, I’ve got the coffee for it. Strong as a slap in the face to wake you up in the morning. Smooth and mellow to treat a headache. Silky and creamy to get you in the mood. Full-bodied and long-lasting to keep you awake. Coffee for biding your time. Coffee to make your blood boil. I measure out doses like an alchemist, using spices the palate won’t notice but the body will recognise. The ingegnere on 18 will sleep well tonight and he won’t have a heavy head in the morning. I smile. For the last few weeks, the owner has been itching to show off my talents. He’s waiting for the new menus he’s ordered with ‘Da Bersagliera’s Magic Coffee’ printed on them. Your wish is our command … And of course it’s a chance for him to put prices up. Soon I’ll be the star attraction … I smile. It’ll come to nothing. Tonight I’ll be making my last coffee and handing it to the man I’ve had my eye on all night: Toto Cullaccio. And by the time the boss’s shiny new menus arrive, I’ll be long gone and he’ll have to throw them away, cursing my name.

Toto Cullaccio, whom I’m no longer...